.oO(Sometimes I blur the edges.)

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24 October 2009: Apparently I am chatty today.

I'll be able to actually work on a new layout again when I go back to my sister's house (and have my computer handy). Until then, I've adjusted this enough to make do. I decided to let my paid membership expire, as part of my 'cutting the fat' off of my current expenses. I'll miss my old layout (since my narcissism will not be catered to without a picture of me), but I'll survive. It's all about simplicity, right? Right.

I'm cutting back on smoking, too. I'm down to one cigarette a week (it was Friday, this week - and that was the first since Saturday). I'm holding fairly strong at about two while drinking, which is pretty fantastic. I'm proud of myself. That's not bad for going at this cold turkey.

I have a migraine. Annoying. It makes me not want to straighten my hair or put on my makeup. I have about two hours until I have to make my appearance out there for poker, so at least I can stay here in the bedroom until then - enjoying my hermit-tendencies.

I still love Jack's comment about me. To this day, it is my favorite compliment that I have ever received.

I'll start drinking as soon as this headache goes away and my stomach stabilizes... then I'll type out everything that I don't really want to admit to.

Diary, remember when I didn't have to be drinking to be so brutally honest (even with myself)? Those were good times.

-Lisa.

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