.oO(Sometimes I blur the edges.) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 11 September 2009: Update. I've been doing nearly nothing at all online lately, since I've been in Phoenix and apparently have less to say when I'm here. I'll be returning south to my sister's house early this week, so perhaps I'll be more talkative then? Perhaps. Maybe it's better this way. I don't like feeling like I am disappointing when I say that I do not want to drink, even if it is a Friday night. I just know that usually when I drink lately, I either become angry or over-emotional - and I've been irritable all day, so I really don't want to deal with all of that nonsense. And, maybe, there have been things on my mind (that I know do not matter) that I've been handling fairly well in my mind - and I am maybe worried that if I start drinking, I'll start running off at the mouth about them... and cause drama, since I know that they aren't things that I need to even be thinking anyway. So, being in a relationship is not too bad so far. I'm happy. We'll see how this works out, I suppose. More, eventually. -Lisa. PS: I came in second while playing poker last weekend. Let's hope for another finish in the money tonight? =) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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