.oO(Sometimes I blur the edges.) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 09 July 2009: Oh, hello Disappointment. I should have been expecting you. So, it's the end of the day. 12:36am, to be exact. In the morning, I will be taking my suitcases to Kat's apartment, clearing out the trash left here, put my one remaining box in the truck, take the seasonings/pantry items to Kat's apartment, use the bedding on my make-shift bed to put the appliances (already in the truck) into boxes, and be done here. I can't remember if the apartment office opens at 9am or 10am, but I'll go check at 9am to let them know that I am just finishing up and then return to turn in my key. Then I'll go to Kat's, possibly nap, and then start organizing the suitcases. I'm going to be visiting with Sara later tonight, and returning her dishes. Friday I'm supposed to be going to watch some of Kat's friends perform. I'm pretty tired. I will only be up for maybe half an hour or so, just to talk to Doug and Amy for a little bit, then I'll be going to sleep. I plan to wake up around 7:30ish. So, when I updated yesterday, I had said that she was coming over after work and Ben was going to help load boxes into the truck. Well. Kat ended up not coming back here until a little after 8pm, when Ben was getting ready to leave for a while... so, I did 99% of this entire move. She and I loaded the truck. My hangover lasted most of the day, since I couldn't fall asleep, and by the time I wanted to sleep I was already too far behind (since I'd been assuming she would be here helping earlier on, as she said she'd be) to be able to sleep. It will be over soon. It will be over so soon. Then I'll be able to start my way to Arizona. I am angry, Diary, about how today went. I am angry because of how un-according to plan today went, and how late it is. I am mad about falling for the 'Yeah, I'll help you! I'll be over around ____'. I'm angry because I have PMS and am irrationally emotional. I am angry because I haven't gotten enough sleep lately, and I've been doing a lot strenuous work, and my body hurts, and I want to be coddled. I am feeling needy, and that makes me angry. I need a fking hug. And maybe some free crab legs and sushi. Grr. That is all. -Lisa. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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