.oO(Sometimes I blur the edges.) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 10 February 2009: Post-Birthday Recap. Since I know you were all waiting, barely able to contain yourselves - here is the after-party recap of my birthday: I did not sleep at all between sometime Friday afternoon and sometime Sunday afternoon. It was interesting, to say the least. I just couldn't sleep - which I attribute to a few things (but none of which really need to be mentioned). I've been kind of just taking the occasional nap here and there since then... I've basically completed screwed my sleep schedule... I'll need to fix it before going back to work on Monday. I exceeded my expectations of how much I would drink - I am not positive how many drinks I had, but it was more than five (and I had two shots). I stayed out until about 2am, I think - it might have been a little later. I can't remember when exactly I came home. The lingerie was decided against due to things happening during the day. I instead went semi-glam... and was a success. All in all, I can honestly say it was the best birthday weekend I think that I have ever had. Thank you so much to all of you involved, near and far. =) Moving on. PMS is being slightly weird this month. Migraines and insomnia are the main symptoms - usually irritability and depression are more dominant, but this month they've taken second stage (most likely because I am off work, so I am not around the irritating scenarios). Remember a few weeks ago when I was so mad at men? It turns out the entire thing was just backwash, basically. The situation it stemmed from (which I thought was resolved) was actually not yet - but we've talked about it, and it all makes sense now. I officially retract my anti-penis statements (this time). I've updated my layout to state my correct age. I've also pretty much abandoned my old website (until I actually want to work with it again) - so I took down those links and replaced them with lyrics that Luke wrote. I thought they were fitting for my diary... and certainly anyone who knows me or has read this long enough would agree. Diary. In this moment, I am happy. To me, my birthday is huge. Whether spent with crowns or alone, it is such a significant day for me. Everyone says that New Years is the time for a fresh start, time to make this year 'their' year. For me, I don't believe in the optimism of January 1st. For me, my birthday is the fresh start. It is MY year, on my time. I think I lived out the 25th year of my life to the best of my abilities, given what I was and doing what I could. Now that I have started working toward turning 26, I have an entirely open canvas. I've already sketched my dreams and goals onto it, and in the next few months I will strengthening the lines and starting to fill them in. THIS will be a huge year for me. It's going to rough... but I am so excited, I am so ready. This will be my year. My year to not only catch up, but finally get ahead - even if just a little. You have no idea how relieving it is for me to be able to say that, and even more so to know that I believe it. This year, I get closer to my dreams than I have ever been before. -Lisa. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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